| The Walking Dead |
[Jan. 22nd, 2008|11:37 pm] |
my relationships have taken me up and down so much lately it's unbelieveable. i wrote this one night in a rush of insomnia-fueled mania and depression. sort of prose, sort of diary. i actually really like it, i get really raw.
*caution: explicit language*
( The Walking Dead ) |
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| sound + vision |
[Nov. 27th, 2007|05:08 pm] |
i spent my summer with a very interesting boy from chicago. i started a story about him... initially it was going to be part of a series of short stories based on people i've dated, but i didnt get too far in that endeavor. its not every flattering, even though i wrote it while we were still together. its not finished... im not sure what its leading up to, but i like it, and i get more out of it every time i read it.
its a love letter, and a warning.
*some explicit language*
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| The Female Orgasm |
[Oct. 7th, 2007|01:21 pm] |
like i said, an interesting summer. i learned a lot.
*explicit*
( The Female Orgasm ) |
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| Cheating |
[Oct. 7th, 2007|01:18 pm] |
i cheated twice more this summer. it fucked up my life. it turned everything upside down. it defined who i was, for a while. it is important that i analyze it, to be able to move on.
( Cheating ) |
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| The One that Got Away |
[Oct. 7th, 2007|01:12 pm] |
im back!!! i was without internet for a good part of the summer. but i did a lot of writing. my summer was crazy, relationship-wise, so its a lot of autobiographical and nonfiction [fucktion] bits about sex and dating. i learned a lot.
*caution: mildly explicit*
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| Test |
[Jun. 28th, 2007|04:08 pm] |
i found this poem i wrote at work not long before i left lane bryant.
( Test ) |
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| Alyce: space is holy |
[May. 30th, 2007|04:45 pm] |
so, last year i was watching a lot of firefly, was obsessed with sandra oh's beauty, and heard the nelly furtado song 'say it right' three or four times a day at work. around the same time, i was asked, "what's the sexiest thing you can think of?" and i answered, "adrian brody and sandra oh making out in space!" the story idea developed: i wanted it to be like firefly in the sense that it would be set in space but not about space, it would be about people with minimal flashy effects and gadgets. but i wanted it to be darker, sexier, and with themes like lonliness. i started writing a teeny bit of it.
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| SKARS |
[May. 5th, 2007|08:26 pm] |
a few years ago i had a really weird sexual experience, both liberating and degrading. i wrote some poems about it.
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| model |
[May. 5th, 2007|08:23 pm] |
more poems!
i can never make this one work right: there are supposed to be large gaps between some of the words, a couple of tabs worth, but i have no idea how to make those show up. it doesnt have quite the same effect.
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| the feminine |
[May. 5th, 2007|08:17 pm] |
i found all my old poems, so i'll post some. this is about my ex. i have a picture to go with it!
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| Souske the Demon |
[May. 4th, 2007|01:40 am] |
souske belongs to the uber story: the plotline involving him and his ex boyfriend violet was my baby a plotline or two before the aza/yanzu/ally/kadaj thing.
it has its own kooky inspirations: souske is inspired by dougan, the villain from the saiyki movie, although i think his name comes from another saiyuki character. violet is inspired by kazuki from get backers, whom i used to be totally obsessed with but i haven't watched it in a long time. uryuu comes from get backers also, i think that's actually the character's name too... it's the guy that looks like sanzo. i was going to explain the background but its 2am and i need to wake my boyfriend up and have my way with him, so just enjoy souske in his slashy killery goodness and maybe sometime i'll throw some plot at you.
after typing all that ruth crap, this was a big relief... this is really the way i like to write. i think i've come to realize that while i always imagined my published writing breakthrough as being something somewhat "normal," my heart is so deeply in fantasy and horror that i need to start taking that "seriously."
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| Ruth: parking garage |
[May. 4th, 2007|01:32 am] |
so i wasted like two hours typing up this ruth drakovich piece that i remembered as being really good but now turns out to be pretty shitty. im just not happy with any of it. i'm not very good at writing dialogue, and ive completely lot my enthusiasm for this whole assassin/mafia thing. so i'll spare you most of it, except this little bit here that i still kind of like.
refer to Ruth's profile entry for more information about her. like i said in that entry, the Libretti mafia belongs to the various writers and artists of Mezza Morta, which is this rp i was quasi-involved with for like five minutes and has this humongous clut following on deviantart. Mona Libretti is my own creation though, which doesnt even matter cuz im not even posting the stuff i actually wrote about her.
you know it's bad when your disclaimer is longer than your damn story!
i have this thing for parking garages...
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| Ally: the inside man |
[May. 3rd, 2007|11:58 pm] |
at one point in time, in the big uber story, there's a huge fight between aza and his lieutenants, with ally tagging along, and the vampires and co, just the first fight really, the first clash which is really just games for aza. that's a big story i haven't quite written yet, but here's a little snippet of ally, yanzu and schola making their escape after being injured while aza is still back at the manor fighting.
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| Conversations |
[May. 3rd, 2007|11:49 pm] |
i found some things i wrote a while ago... for some reason anthropology made me write about really weird fandoms, like cowboy bebop, digital devil saga (video game which i watched my boyfriend play), and a teensy bit of raise the red lantern (very good chinese movie). these are some small little bits, put together... i like some of the bebop parts, weird because it's not a fandom ive every written for otherwise.
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| The Stalker and the Girl |
[May. 2nd, 2007|01:57 am] |
more of my stalker story. also unfinished... sorry. trying to flesh out more of what he does.
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| The Feminist Fine Line |
[May. 2nd, 2007|01:38 am] |
again, this was inspired by that guy we used to hang out with, and spending one evening watching veronica mars with him and his roommate. after that night i decided it wasn't worth going over to his apartment again, and i dont think ive seen him since. i doubt he even realizes why he hasnt seen me. i dont recommend it as a way of teaching someone a lesson-- if they dont take you into account in the first place, they're probably not going to notice you're gone.
i consider myself a feminist, but it's something i struggle with and sometimes find difficult to conincide with the people i hang out with. it's challenging.
this one is more diary-ish and not very literary.
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| The Stalker |
[May. 2nd, 2007|01:20 am] |
i cant even remember most of the premise of the universe this guy is supposed to fit into. i hadn't developed any other characters, except the vague idea of all these vaguely evil characters being run by the "Queen of Toyko." there was a female stalker as well, and a blind psychic named Bennahz. As you can see, some ideas never come to fruition. i really like the stalker though. i'm always attracted to the idea of the city as a living entity.
ps sorry this ends midsentence... there is a second part though, which will come later.
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| On Being a Whore |
[May. 2nd, 2007|12:20 am] |
i talked in an earlier entry about our male friend who made me have a lot of conflicting feelings about sex and being a girl. it all came to a head (lol) one night when we sat around talking about our sexual experiences, and it just went too far for me. i went up to the bedroom and wrote this insane journal/rant/nonfiction/manifesto about it, i really hit on some crucial stuff for me. hope you like, i think this one's really worth reading.
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| Jill |
[May. 2nd, 2007|12:13 am] |
i got the idea that my experiences growing up, particularly the unique development of my sexuality, could be useful to young women. i thought i might write a book about it. this is the first of my attempts to start to write about specific events that shaped my sexual identity. i havent done a lot of nonfiction, so this is really diary-ish as a first draft. it's about my friend jill who was raped our freshman year of college.
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| Election day for a girl |
[May. 2nd, 2007|12:08 am] |
no idea where this poem came from, i was just on a roll that day. it started with a drawing and the pre-poem in bold. the "meeting house" depicted is where the elections are held in my discrict.
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